so my world was shattered today, utterly and completely. my aunts are in from nyc and today we were enjoying the florida sun, sitting in the pool drinking pitchers of mojitos when my drunk grandmother lets slip a secret about my parents that i would do anything not to now know. i had this vision of them that is lost to me now, i feel like i was robed of my last bit of innocence, the part of me that believed i could find true unconditional amazing love because my parents had it. but no that's gone and i'm broken, maybe it was naive of me to hold on to this fairytale version of love that i had grown up with, but i needed it and now i don't know what to do...
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